when you miss home...or not!

So, I came to NYC random for a year, I've 4 months left and honestly i dont wanna go home right now. Im from Mexico, actually from a city well-known and one of the 3 biggest cities in Mexico. Its like Manhattan but you cant walk and we dont have 5th avenue nor Sundays in Central Park or just cool stuff. ANYWAYS, I just miss my little brother [12] my sister [14] and my other brother [20]. And sometimes my parents, not that i dont love them, of course i do, but its just like i know that im gonna get home and they'll -after my "independence"- try to make me have their own rules. I wish im done with school soon. I wanna live in another city, so far: in NYC.

So i have a boyfriend, a friend that its a guy, he's sooooo hot...and he thinks he's the best and last Cosmo in the bar, so he might prob thinks every single/and commited woman likes him, when u see him its not thaaaaaat HOT but he has something else, like he knows how to talk, sometimes its bullshit but some still believe him. We're friends since 6 years ago. And well, this was pointles its just that im talking to him on the internet, btw he's 25 he's single and he used to play in the biggest football team in Mexico. hotHOThot.

Perhabs my ex wanted to see me yesterday, but i was with my friends at the lower east side walking around (Hey! Im loving SoHo). So he just turned things around trying to make me feel like if the whole idea of seeing each other-for a couple of hours- was my fault, because he bought me something i asked for, WHICH is pointless bc he can give it to me another day, not the day that you "are going to your pal's house, watch tv and eat pizza" so, asshole then dont call me drunk at 4am on friday or text me the next day to now what im doing, when you dont have time [after i told u that i cant meet u that day bc im with my friends]. DUDE! show me your age. [24, right? jeez]and I was like, yea, ok. no problem... idiot, im not going to argue with those kind of inmature aliens in this world.

anyways, I have a marketing homework and im talking about Victoria's Secret, perhabs the founder killed himelf, how duuuuuuuh that can be? viva VS! and their crazy try-Heidi's-Perfect-Bra-disscounts! -- and a cool, nice and handsome boyfriend is helping me out, seems like he's so smart and loves to write, but he nows how to write, in my case i dont (as u can see). He's Mr. Brazil, he was born there but he's in the US since highschool at Princeton, then he went to Rudgers... nice guy, i think im starting to like him, but i also think its too late, he used to liked me before, but ya know, when u're not over a guy the other ones are just so not that good enough. But its about to get out, if he stop calling me when he's drunk. So stupid of me, i know! -- thats pretty much what makes me not miss home a lot. GUYSguysGUYSguys, but its not whatever guys, they're NYC GUYS!

aight, i guess i've to keep doing my Marketing Victoria's Secret thingy...CU later

always urs,

nymty gurl

sunny sunday-Broadway

Its like if I don't know why I don't wanna hang out with any of my New York City friends, its like the perfect day as a Police man tries to be cool while you're waiting in the line of DD for a caramel latte which is 4 bucks. Nice! I didn't have to wait in line bc of the Police MAAAN! -- cool.

My ex lives near where I was walking and I have a feeling he was there at some point or just past by and saw me and didnt stop by, but actually I dont care bc he's kindda Cabron (mexican word used to call assholes to man) but yea, listen to me here talking about him YAY. [Get over it gurl.] So, this bloody guy, which i think of him as if he was a superhero, well for being honest i used to like him a lot as well as he did. He's cute, smart, inteligent, handsome -- and he has a big butt. He's 24 and im 22. this guy, the "Broadway guy" its an asshole and a hypocrit, but you know, girls at some point of their life have to had one of those guys that makes you "suffer" lol. But im getting ouver it.

So, my BFF's hate him. Which i dont know exactly why, prob bc we where so happy together and after a while he just decided to make up some excuses saying that this wasnt going to work out, i mean...cool man, just dumb me...dont try to have me and invent things. dah!

And i have to be honest, thank God i didnt make this blog when i was with him, bc it will sound like a crazy little-bitch in love.

In the other hand, im having lots of fun in NYC, I've been recently in Pink Elephant, Cain and Marquee...i wanna go to Mansion next weekend. oh and im going to Mary Poppins on Sunday...haha its gonna be really fun. Hope I dont have a hangover.

Aight, BRB...

always yours,

nymty-gurl